Friday, February 26, 2010
I'm going crazy, I'm going insane, I'm going out of mind.
Fuck all this unnecessary stress. I haven't sworn for ages but everything's just spilling out.
Fine just take my phone if it helps you. Heck I'm feeling all tormented and yet you're trying to add fuel to fire. Like it's so fucking easy to like get over this. I'm trying to play it cool, but I'm burning all inside.
I'm trying to look at the brighter side of things. Why are you trying to make this difficult?? Just let me have a piece of freedom. Even though we are a little too much, but you don't just make the situation better by just suddenly cutting away us like that. You don't heal a person's pain for example in the leg by chopping them off so they don't feel that pain anymore.
Why do I think deja vu's happening? Because probably exactly one year ago, I had that exact same feeling. But it didn't involve my mom at the same time. And two weeks later after that, the heart I gave away came back in pieces.
Just give me a chance to get my happiness. I need someone who's gonna be there for me. I have my best friends, but sometimes a boy friend is just what I need at the moment.
Stop making my life miserable please. Why won't you just listen to my side of my story.
FML seriously.
annatanzyilyn ♥ 8:25 AM.
